I knww i told you i was okay
But i guess i just thought i was. I mean, i knww i told you i accept everything but thats cause i didnt expect you to be so open about it so soon. Im still tryna get used to the whole situation as it is. I guess i mislead you into thinking i was completely fine and over it all but i really meant that i accept yerr apology and i accept the fact that this is happening. I didnt mean that it was okay for this to even happen at all. I guess now that it is out in the open, its really starting to hurt and im only now realizing that i really wasnt over it like i thought i was….
